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Friday, 27-Mar-2009 12:58 Email | Share | Bookmark
i'm married!

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i'm married to Muhammad Faisal [Along] on the 3rd January 2009. heh baru teringat yg aku ni ade fotopages sorry people, dont ask where have i been. im still alive and so is my d80. its just the photos were not updated inside the blog. im so sorry, dearest past clients.
SO WHAT'S UP WITH THE LONG SILENCE? i wanted to put ALL your pics here, i dont know why i just couldnt. i know its a bit dissapointing, im dissapointed with myself too. but i just cant look at the pictures.i dont know who on earth would understand this situation.

some of you already knew, some of u dont. me and sapex (shafiqakmal) already resigned as a designer last july 2008. nothing so political, nothing so mean. it's just we chose different ways. my contract in candidsyndrome was expired last january and it was just in time when i got married.
i miss my life. i know when i was one of this great team, i have a better life, but not a better daughter. not a better girlfriend. not a better friend. it was my bad, leaving everything, just for my job. it was unhealthy and unbalance actually. leaving everything behind just bcoz of too passionate, workaholic, or like my mom said, tak ingat dunia akhirat. she was very sick when i was so busy with my socalledweekendandweekdays job. i didnt look after her. until she went critical. i only have time for her after when i've resigned. oh well, she passed away last february. alfatihah.

however it goes, candidsyndrome is still the best. so because it is still the best, i couldnt handle it. maybe i suck at being workaholic, i mean, super-duper-unbalanced-workaholic-kinda-human-being. i cant be gila yet. im not that good enough because i cant maintain. but i have 2 years of great memories, great experience there. alhamdulillah. i love the team, they are the best team ever. im not regretting the choices i've made, im just sad. but still, i left.

but i only left the team. im still taking pictures. with my bestfriend and exjunior in candidsyndrome (i still call him my junior) hahaha, jayfarhana and carlosnizam is available if u need us for ur wedding/potraitures. please sms me for enquiry (whoever's still have my business card) or whoever dont, u can email me at jayfarhana[at]gmail dot com.

lastly, i love my husband! eh ape kenemengena?

photos in this blog were taken by SyahirIsmail and Niza of satucherita.com and CarlosNizam. wedding video by CSTproduction.com

u guys rock my world.

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